Losing hope ☹

Danika

At 7 dpo I started noticing slightly tinged brown/pink cm when I checked my cervix . 8 dpo was a tiny bit less, 9dpo today and it's a tiny bit more. I feel so defeated. I know it's still early, but this is exactly how my periods used to start 3 years ago before I got pregnant with my daughter....

I was SO hopeful for our rainbow baby this month! I wish I didnt feel like I was "out"