Did anyone else get sad or down when they started preventing pregnancy?

I just got my iud at 11 weeks postpartum. I wanted to cancel the appointment! Why? Lol

I don’t want to be pregnant again just yet although I wouldn’t be upset if I were....but it’s a weird feeling for me to now prevent it. It sort of made me sad.

I think part of me wants another baby and the other part of me hates medical interventions. Like I’d want it to happen naturally but seeing as how I’m a Fertile Myrtle.... 😂 I needed my IUD just seeing if anyone else felt this way ? I hate being on birth control.