Afraid of pregnancy after miscarriage

Ni

For those of you who have been pregnant after miscarriage, how did you know you were ready? Is it worth it? Mine was a month ago today and I’m terrified of being pregnant again. I have never felt emotional pain so excruciating and I don’t think I could survive going through it again. My views on babies and children and how fragile their lives are has been completely rocked and I don’t know how I could be a good mom now. I want to be a mommy more than anything but I’m terrified.