I found out that I was experiencing a missed miscarriage on 12/8/2018 and I took the pills to miscarry on 12/21/2018. I was 12 weeks measuring 6 weeks. I'm now 4 and half weeks, nearly 5, post misoprotal and I might be pregnant again. I was going to keep my baby (the mmc) but after going through this I have realized that I'm not ready. We don't have money (literally nothing). We live with his mom. It was very hard for my fiance to adjust to the idea of a baby, and that caused a ton of stress. I want kids and I love kids so much but I know the timing couldn't be worse. My family would probably be concerned or upset if they found out I was pregnant so soon. I even got on birth control a week ago and took 2 Plan B pills. I should probably add that I had an abortion in the beginning of 2018 and I regretted it. I don't want to seem all flip floppy since I aborted my first pregnancy and decided to keep the second, I'm just not ready for a 3rd pregnancy. Any advice?

*The idea of aborting my rainbow already sucks so please don't rub it in. Rainbows are suppose to be a great thing but I'm not ready and I'm finally realising that*