so i’m turning 23. i have a 4 year old son. i suffered a natural miscarriage on december 5th.

i’ve had one full cycle and me and my boyfriend are trying again but i’m a wreck. i keep symptom spotting and i want it so bad i feel like i’m going crazy. my period is due january 29th but my boobs are very tender and swollen. i’ve been peeing more often and i’m so so tired and hungry all the time. today is when the nausea kind of started and i’ve been having a lot of discharge. i’m usually really dry by now but it keeps going from clear and stretchy to like a yellow ovulation type discharge . i’m 9dpo going onto 10dpo and i took a test like a butthead and it was negative :(

last month when i got my bfp i had the same symptoms except for the nausea and i guess i just want this so bad i feel like i’m going crazy. i deleted this app in hopes to just not think about it and go with the flow but as soon as my period ended and we started having sex i got super paranoid and started to google whatever possible :( just needing some support and advice.