In October I had some complications, I was raped by an old friend of mine and had ended up pregnant. I told him about me being pregnant and he physically abused me until I agreed to get rid of my baby because he didn’t want it. I had an abortion the beginning of November and my bleeding didn’t stopped until beginning of December. I was on birth control kinda because the doctor said it would help get my period back to normal and on track but I didn’t want to be on it for long considering me and my boyfriend were trying to have a baby. Middle of November till now me and my boyfriend have been having sex almost daily and I’m 9 days late. I had some spotting today but it wasn’t very much at all.. I’m scared to take a test because We want to be pregnant very much and it’d break my heart for it to come out negative.. help☹️😭