My husband & I have been trying for a little over a year to start a family. Every month it’s another disappointing negative test. Never once have I gotten a positive result. I have briefly discussed with doctors pushing the issue but I can never follow through with looking further into it, I’m just scared to even think there’s something wrong with me. My husband is very supportive but I feel that if I can’t give him a family he will not love me anymore but most of all I’m scared I will not love myself anymore . I decided almost 5 months ago I would stop testing & getting my hopes up ... that doesn’t even help me. I feel so bad about myself & letting him down. He does his best to tell me not to feel that way truth is I still do. He doesn’t want to hear me talk about it anymore & I worry that he is now too starting to give up on me . I feel so lost... help.