Is thicker really better?

I’m naturally quite small. I see everywhere people saying the thicker is better thicker is hotter, and I really think they are they have great bodies and I’m just small, no boobs no butt. I’ve always wanted to be able to send nudes to my boyfriend but I have nothing to show? People comment on vs models photos of them saying these aren’t real bodies but my body is naturally small (definitely not as beautiful and toned as vs models though 😅) and it makes me feel like only thick girls are beautiful. It makes me feel like I can see nothing beautiful in myself, and gaining wait is hard to do for me. I hate when I get left out of things too because people say you can’t talk you’re skinny if I talk about feeling not beautiful with my body, I just get shut down.