It's starting to take a toll on me. I know it has to be 1000 times harder for him but emotionally, its draining me. He is either really low emotionally or really high. He can't focus. Cant remember what things were said and when things are due. We are having trouble getting him back on his medicine. Just found a volunteer for psych treatment. Just getting his medical records from his home town. He also has to go through a psych evaluation. I'm tired of crying. I guess I'm just venting. He realizes his moods but is having a hard time to control them. Dealing with a toddler, a newborn, and him. I need a break for a minute.