I beg anyone coming across my post to help me. Comment, look it over, anything. Over a year ago I moved out of my toxic situation back at home with my family. My mother was always angry and emotionally abusive. I see them for dinners and stuff every now and again and do want to fix things. The family that I have been living with now (my really good friend and her family invited me in to live with them for as long as I needed) has more or less decided that my presence here is no longer anything but negative. The mother told me last night that she wants me to move forward and get out soon. I was hoping to start college in the fall and I am wondering maybe if I go back home and have therapy with my parents, that maybe going to college from home and mending my relationship with them is now something I should focus on. They don't really love my boyfriend so I am very worried I won't be able to see him barely anymore if I move back, but My only other options are live alone somewhere or with my boyfriend if he can find a place for us, and as hes still finishing school and I only work part time, that seems not very smart. I need help I need care I need advice.