Please advise

LaLa

My nerves has been all over the place today. I went in for my NST today. The baby didn’t have much activity, basically the strip with the heart rate didn’t have ups and downs for at least a good 30 minutes. The doctor passed it off as she’s sleeping. She picked up her activity the last 10 minutes or so. It concerned me, why? I have Cholestasis. I’m 36 weeks 5 days. Here i am again with decreased movements, just like earlier. I told the doctor earlier, take this baby if u have to. I carried this baby 9 months and have been telling you there’s Been a decrease in movement since all of this itching started. I take the prescribed prescription. The doctor upped my dosage btw bc of all of my itching.

The doctor responded, we see a happy baby whose now moving and we won’t take her bc things can still be wrong with the baby coming out at 36 weeks.

Any advise? I’m so upset and worrying isn’t helping.