Freaking Out

Well I started feeling not normal and today is only 2 days late on my period so for shits and giggles I took a test and it came out positive.. I’m in complete shock. God clearly had other plans for me. I had a still born in 2016 at 24 wks and a miscarriage at 10 wks in 2018. I’m so scared and nervous. I hope god takes this in his hand and guides me to have a healthy living rainbow baby! (Posting here cause I’m excited nervous, and not telling my family sisters mother nothing unti I hit that safe zone) thinking postive this pregnancy 💞✨🤰🏼 I’m not religious but I’ve been trying my best to be I hope lord helps me on this 🤞🏼