So I've got an almost 3 year old and a 4 month old. Hubby and I only ever wanted two kids. We were so excited to know we were done.

Well, today our world was turned upside down. My period was late so on a whim, I took a pregnancy test. I had missed 2 of my mini pills and then we waited a week to have sex after I realized I'd missed two.

Well I'm pregnant again. Probably due around my 4 month olds first birthday.

I can't believe we were so stupid. We're such responsible people. I thought we were good. My husband's in Germany for work and comes home tomorrow. I need him home tonight. I'm freaking out. I feel like I've cheated my girls. I can't stop crying.

Edit: I guess I should probably add that I suffer from PPD, so this isn't exactly the best thing for me right now