My boy friend and I went to his parents house today so we could pick up his sister and go to his nephews birthday party. I recently got an abortion and am currently living with HSV2 so I’m a bit of an emotional wreck at the moment. His sister was talking to us about how her and her mom home about stds and said something of the nature of whores and sluts getting stds and it hit me hard. I went in the bathroom and cried while I showered. Then we get to the birthday party and my boyfriends nephew christian sat with me and was asking me questions (being a five year old) and he started asking me if I had kids... when I said no he asked me why not and I had no response for that. Since then I’ve been even more upset than usual and I can’t stop it. I’m more depressed than I was before i started smoking weed and I just don’t know what to do.