Worry

I've been to L+D 2 times now - once for bleeding and once because my toddler ran into my c section scar which caused a LOT of pain, plus urgent care 2 times for bleeding. I have called my midwife and doula everytime before going in. Tonight I have an off feeling and I have lots of watery discharge plus baby is super low. I've had watery discharge my entire pregnancy so it isn't new but it was more than I was used to when I went pee last time. I'm sitting on our recliner and I feel some kind of discharge come out of me, I'm holding it in like you do when you pee and it is still coming out. I don't want another L+D trip because it is so difficult mentally and emotionally to be there plus roads are SUPER slick out now thanks to snow and I don't want to drive just because of a feeling. 😒😒 I hate calling my midwife or doula because I feel like it could just be anxiety and worry of her coming early since she is low but I don't want to be neglectful to my unborn baby if something is wrong. 😭😭😭