It’s been 3 years since we decided to try for a baby. And in that time I never had a period on my own. I started a new job in September and since then I had started spotting now and again. This morning I woke up and I thought I finally started a full period. It was red and there was a clot. I placed a tampon and went on to work. I changed it and it there was some red but mostly brown. The next one only brown and the next was almost too dry to take out (ouch) so I switched to only a pad. Since then I haven’t seen any more blood at all. I had an emotional break down at work and had to go home because I couldn’t handle the hormones, I had forgotten how. I’ve been cramping all day and I’m just hoping the flow begins again so I can get this over with. I’m not entirely sure what’s happening with my body right now but I feel like a basket case. I could not keep from crying, at one point I was crying and laughing at the same time. I hope that this blows over soon. My heating pad has been my best friend all day.