I don't know what to do I have made a mistake. I need advice from you all on what I should do. I met my boyfriend now which is my ex boyfriend in November 5 2018 and got pregnant which was not my plan to get pregnant well he tells my mom that he got me pregnant on purpose. I'm like no I was not planning on getting pregnant with in 2 weeks of being together. So then between December and the beginning of January I can't remember well my ex boyfriend called my ex husband which I have a child with and he is now 3 which he called up behind my back to see why I got a divorce and why I kicked him out and why I don't let my son see him and there is not much telling what my ex husband told my ex boyfriend so it started a big fight between my boyfriend and I and I said things that I didn't mean and he called my mom to see what was wrong with me and my mom told him look you called her ex she is really upset that you went behind her back to call him and never said anything till now and she don't mean the things she saying because she is upset and that he needed to say sorry for what he did. Well he never said sorry so I forgave him well he was still not over my ex thing and I told him look I'm over it and you need to put it in the past well he still won't put it in the past so now my mom is saying it's my fault for letting him go just because he called my ex and now I'm going to be alone with 2 kids and my family is giving me a hard time because I made a mistake by getting pregnant and now they are saying I'm making a big mistake because I let a man go that is working as a truck driver and all I can do is sit in my room and cry I can't afford my own place or car to where I don't have to hear anyone saying anything bad I don't have a job I'm staying with my parents and I'm just here like fuck I don't know which way to go and I told my mom look yes I made a mistake yes I want an abortion but yet you won't let me because you say I will regret it later well I'm 12 weeks pregnant now and ever since I got pregnant I have had nothing but hell on my hands im just giving up.

I got this sono on Thursday the 24 and I find out the gender this coming up week through blood test results so I'm happy but my family is not so I just need to do something quick.