I have been with this guy for a little over two years. Everything was going great for the first year, then everything went down hill.. I was busy with homework one day (Im 17) and so I was a little late for lunch. And so when I arrived to the restaurant he wasn’t there so I went to his house and when he opened the door he looks so mad. like I’ve never seen him mad before. I told him I’m sorry for being late I had a lot of homework and he said “wow that excuse huh” and I’m like ??? No excuse I was just busy with homework. Anyway, he yells at me and I tried telling him I was just busy then he runs to me and shoves me against the wall and yells “why the hell are you cheating what did I ever do to you”

He’s holding my face like that ^ and screaming. I was scared, I have NEVER had that happen before. So I’m trying to push his hands away, and I finally do and I ran out the door and got in my car and drove. (Accidentally ran the stop sign because I was scared and wanted off his street) and he texts me apologizing, and he shows up at my house crying saying he’s sorry.. so I of course forgave him because he said he was sorry.. and he was crying.. ever since then, he has done multiple things.. it’s getting worse. he’s thrown me into the wall again, He slapped me, broke my phone, and it’s just terrifying.. I can’t tell my mom I don’t know how.. I ended things with him but he shows up at my house all the time crying and apologizing for everything he’s done.. but I can’t even look at him... I’m currently in the bathroom covering up my black eye so I can go and watch a movie with my mom.. I’m scared.. I’ve been “sick” just to avoid school. I need advice 😪