Have you truthfully come to terms with needing assisted fertility

So we had our RE appointment and basically got it laid out that since we didnt get pregnant medicated chances of a naturally getting pregnant are up there with me waking up tomorrow a Victoria's secret model...its been hinted but never laid out like that.

2 panic attacks later and a lot of crying I'm trying to come to terms that even though most of my family can sneeze and get pregnant I need a dr to get me there...

So my question is if you ever hit acceptance of the fact you cant get there on your own...I did ok till my RE talked about how long we could keep our stuff in storage for future children

And then I was like f me this is real I really am not going to naturally get pregnant