Well I spent the last 30 days in rehab...and I've only been out for 4 days and I've already gone back to my drug of choice. I admitted in rehab that I wasnt ready to quit but the day I got out all i could do was think about getting high. I held out for 2 days and eventually broke down and did it.

I feel so guilty because I'd be dissapointing my SO if he found out...and my parents will stop talking to me completely if they find out...but it's weird cause now I crave it even more than I did before before I went to rehab.

I feel like im losing my mind.