I’m having a rather difficult time today... all I want to do is lay in bed and I’m in a terrible mood and all I can think about is how it’s the end of January and I’m still not pregnant. And I’m used to tackling things with a plan and positivity but I’m feeling so defeated and I’m thinking this is just not going to happen for us. I’ve had three early miscarriages since July and I’m not sure how much more I can take. Beginning to think baby three is not going to happen and my heart is breaking.