Physical abuse

So I’m leaving ... I just wanna write what happened to me last night. I just need to get it out!

My and my Now “ex” as I was driving in the car I seen his phone and the tinder logo, as he was going through his apps on his phone ... so I got home and questioned him immediately. He came out with some excuse that it’s his friends account and his friend logged in the other day. So I said show me the profile then, he then shown me and it was HIS profile. He then said his friend used his account ... so I said show me the messages then, surely if ur friend was messaging some girl on your profile he’d of said it was him...

Anyway, the messages were clearly to him, and he got her number, I said ring the number I wanna see if it’s in your phone , he said it is, named Jacko - her last name was Jackson ... so he’d put the number in his phone as if it was a guys name. Anyway I went to the bedroom to be left alone, as I was hurt, he still said nothing was going on like that and I had the wrong end of the stick.

Then he starts texting me calling me, telling me to leave, to go die, I’m a fat cunt!

Anyway he got angry, cause I was going to leave, said if I left there would be no coming back, asked me to look at everything I had here with him ... then he started getting closer to me slapped me, I asked him to leave the room. He then grabbed my face put his hand over my mouth I couldn’t breathe, he eventually let go, and then carried on screaming shouting etc.

Said if he killed me do I think anyone would find me ...

I was terrified.

Sorry i just needed to get it out.... xxx