I just need to get it off my chest. I had my little girl 5 weeks ago. I was pregnant for monoamniotic twins but one died and the other only had a 2% chance of making it. Well she made it and is very healthy. No problems at all. Now that my little girl is here i have ppd and when i look at her i get really sad bc i know that there is suppose to be another baby here with her... i want my other baby here so bad. It just doesnt feel right. She should be here but she isnt and i know there is nothing i can do but man this feeling sucks. Gunna talk to my dr on monday about maybe getting put on meds.ok i just needed to vent. Thanks for those who actually read the post. Below is my daughter.