I think the hardest thing in the world right now that I’m dealing with is that I may never become a mom. I’ve been struggling to get pregnant for many years now and I didn’t care that I never fell pregnant but as I get older (almost 30) I’ve gotten worried. I visit two doctors and both brushed off anything I’ve said to them pretty much. I was thinking I had endometriosis since I have cramps days before my period like 13 days before and I have pain sometimes. I asked for surgery to see but they said oh you don’t need it you’re fine it’s normal. But now I have this stupid insurance where I can’t afford anything I have to pay a 3,000 deductible first before my insurance kicks in. Winner. Everyone’s around finding out they’re pregnant and I just been struggling in silence. I’m happy for them but I’m also sad asking god why. It’s so depressing I hate it.