Should I take the pill again?

So about a year ago i was in the pill, but I was very bad at being consistent with it and it stopped me from being horny and there were just some annoying side effects. So I stopped taking it altogether and just used condoms with my boyfriend. However, I’m now single and in college and want to start having sex again and trying some hookups. Should I go back on the pill? Keep in mind I come from a very religious family so my mother could never find out, and I’m still on her health insurance to cover it. Also, I don’t want the pill to mess with anything with my system and I know how the side effects can be, but I also am hesitant to just rely on condoms with hookups.