I'm torn between wanting someone to have my 3 year old for just one weekend, and wanting to spend as much time with him as possible before baby arrives.

I want someone to have him for a weekend because I'm really struggling now. I'm so tired. I haven't got anything done. I've barely got anything for baby. I've just had enough.

I want to spend as much time with him as possible, because I know how busy I'm going to be with baby when he arrives.

What makes it worse is every time I think about spending as much time with him I want to pull my hair out, because he's been so difficult the last week or so. But every time I think about sending him to one of his grandparents for the weekend I want to cry because soon I won't have that time with him. Ugh 😣 I just can't win!!