I’m not sure I want to attend my friends baby’s baptism. Ive been struggling to get pregnant and it’s been killing me, making me depressed, for quite a while. It’s so hard just looking at pictures of her baby. I know I should be happy and probably go, but it’s so painful...I also don’t want to open up about my problem yet. I just want this to be a private thing. I don’t know what to do.