I don’t have anything ready.

I mean I have a stroller car seat and bassinet (that she’ll prob hate bc my first hated it too)

I’m still in the same situation I was the first time around and I swore up and down I wouldn’t be and yet here I am.

Idk what I’m doing with this post. Just feeling sad and not excited about baby bc everything is such a mess...

My husband and I are in therapy together he now has to get evaluated for antidepressants bc he’s so depressed it’s affecting everything.

He got demoted due to staffing shortages and now instead of $600 every week I’m lucky if he makes $100

I really dislike my job but have to stay until the baby at least.

I’m just really disappointed about life and don’t feel hopeful at all.

Maybe you can share some optimum ? Hopeful stories ? Just something bc I’m honestly starting to feel depressed too.