Please help me and give me advice 😫😢

So

I am only 17 years old. I’m 5w2d pregnant and I just ended a very toxic and emotionally abusive relationship of two years.

I will be a single mother. I had a miscarriage October and it broke me down and I wanted to try for a child...stupid because of the person it would be with. I loved him. I still do. But how could I be so stupid to do this to myself and my baby...just because I wanted my baby back.

I promise to God that I will be the mother my child will need and to take care and <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> my baby no matter what in life. I love my baby already very much.

Please can someone give me advice to keep myself together because I am on the verge of a mental breakdown. I can’t stop crying