He’s my best friend and I’ve been in love with him for 4 years he has a girlfriend now but before he asked her out we kinda messed around..one day we were suppose to finally have sex which for me was important cause it’s taken me soooo much strength to finally open up again and trust someone and then..he asked her out and he broke his promise to me to finally show me what it’s like to be with a real man cause my first time was just the absolute worst, humiliating, and heartbreaking time😞 so last night we were FaceTiming and we got back into the topic of his promise he broke and how much it hurt me and everything and he said “if we do it will our fighting stop?” And idk why but that hit me deep like it hurt and he ended up saying minutes later that he didn’t mean it that way and so me crying and all I just hung up...so now here I am with this text message picture but is t wrong for me to be this way right now?