So sad

Had a mc end of June and a dc July 3rd. I haven’t look at the sonogram pics till tonight and started bawling. My husband at first was down to ttc #2 so there was some hope but last week told me he doesn’t think he wants another. I feel broken. I’m 40 he’s 41. I wish I could change his mind but even if I did no guarantee of conceiving with low AMH. Anyone in the same situation or have been and any advice?