So I’m kinda a big girl, like I got boobs, a gut, and huge thighs. Boys are always saying I’m cute till they see my body. I’m also worried because I have no ass. I try so hard not to care what anyone says because who gives a shit but I’ve never had a real boyfriend before and all my friends have boyfriends. Yes I’ve talked to a lot of guys but none really are what I want. It’s like whoever I try and be with my body always messes it up. I’m either to chubby for their liking, or they’d want sex and I’m not ready because I hate my body.. I’m always hyping my friends up or other girls that I don’t even know because I feel like everyone’s beautiful in their own way, but when I see myself in the mirror I feel awful most days.