Today I had my first intense pregnancy hormones moment.

My husband is leaving tdy (training for the military) for a week starting tomorrow morning. Well he asked if he could go to a dinner tonight with co-workers welcoming home deployers that just came home Monday. Well all week since I’m so exhausted I go to bed a lot earlier than my husband so basically all week I’ve gone to bed alone since he stays up playing video games for a few more hrs. Well I guess missing him at night then knowing he’s leaving for a week and then the night before he leaves he wants to go out to dinner with friends instead of spend time with me I lost it in the car on our way to the barbershop. He kept asking what was wrong because it was written all over my face finally the flood gates opened! I just started sobbing telling him he didn’t want to spend time with me and that he thought I was a chore. Needless to say he thought I’d lost it a little bit. He was so sweet reassuring me that he loves me and that I’m not a chore and that he loves spending time with me. I felt a little crazy afterwards for losing it