I’m on azurette, I have so many worries and questions.

(Might be long)

Backstory: I’m on the third month, a little bloating in the tummy. I was scared since I just started being sexually active with my friends with benefits turned boyfriend. He does ejaculate inside of me. Only once, we used a condom and it felt strange and hurt a little for me.

So we got on to plan b but when that got too expensive, I decided to go on regular generic birth control. I went to my gyn, he prescribed me Azurette. I’ve never been on a 28 day birth control schedule before.

Before when I had my first relationship, we used both the condom and plan b, just to make sure.

Going through this process, I felt scared because of the lack of knowledge in that department and a little relieved having something to protect me other than the condom. So, we continued our no condom sex. During this, I had gotten a yeast infection. I got scared to the core when I started peeing blood. Took some heavy antibiotics, threw up, had insomnia, had a lack of appetite, and lost 5 lbs in a week.

I feel different. My body just feels different, my emotions just feel more uncontrollable. I always have the worry of becoming pregnant, I’m seriously just scoping out my stomach every single time I walk in front of the mirror. It stresses me out. If there’s a little increase in my stomach area, I wonder whether if it’s my food, fat, birth control or I’m potentially pregnant. I’m still new to this and I’m still inexperienced and scared.

So I ask you ladies, who have tried Azurette who also had some similar thoughts and experiences similar to mine. Please, tell me. It gives me a peace of mind, knowing that I’m not the only one who is dealing with this. Like I’m not suffering in silence alone.