Now I'm gonna be real here. I don't think I'm sexy. Not in a "I hate my body" sort of way just in a "I don't see it" way. I love my body I've worked hard to get it where it is, I've always been over weight and I still have a ways to go but I'm proud at how far I've come.

I see myself as cute or adorable and some dayd I think "wow I'm beautiful," but never sexy. I want too but how I was raised kind if trained me to think "sexy" is"bad" per se. And I know now, as an adult woman, that it isn't. I know it's bold and confident to feel that way in your own skin. But learning to think different is difficult. And I am going to continue to work on that negative pov for however long it takes I just wish I was at that point already.

Xoxo