First: do you guys see that line?! Funny how I got a gut feeling a week ago there might be a chance I might be preggo. The signs are all there.

Second: if I AM preggo. I’m scared af. Bc my baby boy is only 6 months. 4 months adjusted age. He was my first and was born at 31 weeks. We spent 82 days in the nicu. I feel guilty I’ll be taking attention away from him and I’m also scared of having another premie.

I wanted to have another baby like a year from now. But I guess god has other plans for us.