Today I’m just sad.. crying like an idiot over here.. I haven’t been trying but for a couple months and last month I did get pregnant.. which ended up in an early MC.. it was my first MC and I am very thankful for the 2 kids I have already! My 4 year old daughter always talks about a baby being in my belly and my son who is 1.5 has been carrying around a baby doll for the past week saying “baby” clear as day! He came up to me this morning after he scooped the baby up off the floor and snuggled me! I needed that.. I’m currently in the TWW but why does conceiving have to feel so hard? I’m trying not to stress and be positive like my husband tells me daily.. but it’s easier said than done. Then the guilt kicks in that I would still be pregnant if it wasn’t for my body.. I would just love 1 more healthy baby and I pray so hard that I will be blessed in 2019..

BABY DUST TO YOU ALL😭🌈🤞🏻