12 weeks scan tomorrow

Jan • Mummy to my 😇Angel Findley born sleeping at 39 weeks 💙.. And 😇 angel Robyn late miscarriage at 16 weeks. 🌈 Lewis 02/09/2020 👼 👼👼ruptured ectopic and two miscarriage

Sh*ting myself for my second scan tomorrow. I hate the fact I can’t enjoy my scan now. I was googling silent miscarriages today! What’s wrong with me!! It’s like my brain knows that things can go wrong so just be prepared. findley died at 38+ weeks, so I dunno why am worried about an early loss