Last month I said I was done trying, ever since September when my doctor said she thought that I had a chemical... my body hasn’t been the same, and I really haven’t had a normal good period since Only spotting. I was supposed to have a period starting on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>, but I only bleed for a minute... then spotting. I should have ovulated on January 5th or so. But since I was spotting we didn’t Baby dance. But we had sex on the 7th. (Afterwards I thought that I might had ovulated late)That was a Monday, by the following Sunday I was spotting again and this time was light and only last 3 days, my period was due to start last weekend, I’m now 7 days late. IM OVER IT!!!!! Im tired of negatives, I’m tired of being super emotional, I’m tired of all of the baby announcements all over Facebook and IG and the phone calls. I’m just over it. I haven’t been on the pill in over 2 years... Why can’t we get pregnant? Why can’t I have a baby? I am starting to feel like I don’t deserve to be a mom. I’m over seeing posts on here where other women are putting down others because they pick blue for a boy and pink for a girl. And all the other stupid shit people bitch about these days. I keep it to myself, I want to scream.. rant over!