I've been with the same guy for a year now. I've never cheated on him or anything. I love him so much, I would give him the world if I could. Here lately we've been up and down, yes he has cheated on me multiple times, but I've let it slide. He says that I never stick to what I say I'm going to do, that is true I don't. I'll do it for about a couple of days to a week then I stop doing it. I tell him I'm going to fix my sexual problem. Which is I can't have an orgasm with him Everytime. He says I'm too loose because I've had children so he has to use the dildo and his penis in order for it to feel tight. Honestly, I just want to fix me and make him happy. I want to be able to have a orgasm with him Everytime we have sex, but it's hard too now and honestly I don't know why. If someone can help me that would be great. I'm tired of him masturbating to others chicks that send him videos of there self and him talking to other women. He said he will stop once I start acting like an adult.