So I’m admittedly an insecure female and I’ve never lied about that. Well now I’m pregnant too which makes it worse. There have been a few times I caught my man looking and looking and looking again at a female or females out and about. I try to ignore it but if it happens more than three times I say “what’s so interesting over there?” And of course I get a ridiculous answer and get called crazy and he says he just won’t go with me anywhere anymore. Anyway, today we went to the park with the kids and this couple show up with their kiddo. The mom is in tight ass sweats with a big butt. So no surprise when I find my mans eyes wandering that way way too often. So I say my little statement and he says he’s watching the dad help his kid up the slide. Ok 1) the dad was behind big booty momma and 2) why tf would you care? So I scoffed and now he’s acting like I don’t exist and is leaving all day tomorrow to avoid me on my day off after working 60 hours this week.

Should I just keep my mouth shut from now on? It’s literally the only time we squabble. I hate being called crazy or being told it’s just my perception due to my insecurities. He’s told me before he would admit it if I ever caught him looking. Well today was pretty damn obvious and lo and behold I’m still crazy. Wasn’t him. No way. And now I’m at home being avoided like the plague I have jaso friends or family here and I’m just feeling incredibly alone 😥😢