My mom decided she wanted to get separated w my dad about two weeks ago. Since then they’ve been trying to figure out the living situation. The both day that they’ll be the one to leave but my dad is saying it’s not fair for my mom to have to leave the house (my dads retired while my mom currently works 4 jobs and my brother and I have a healthy relationship with her only tbh)

So my dad will take like 2-3 days to frickin leave (makes my mom WICKED depressed cuz it’s dragging the process out) then he finally goes up north to our camp (has no electricity and very remote) but then he comes back to the house after about 4 or so days and repeats the process. My moms had to have this moving out talk w him about 4 times now and he just doesn’t seem to get that she’s not gonna back down. She’s told him all this and that she wants to be separated til summer at least. ANYWAYS my dads bday is tomorrow. He just got home unexpectedly (yet not surprisingly) today. He hasn’t come out of my bros bedroom at all (typical cuz he doesn’t want to talk) so he just has been taking a nap or watching tv in there since my brothers at college.

Idk what we are gonna do tomorrow and I feel bad. Like we haven’t even been able to talk ab it cuz of everything else going on. I did get him two presents but it’s like.... what tf she we do? Is he leaving? Staying? Is he gonna talk to us tomorrow? Is he expecting signs and us to be happy he’s home?? I mean he easily could of stayed up at camp another two days cuz he left on Friday so I’m guessing he wants us to have something. I haven’t talked to him since Thursday cuz he doesn’t have a phone or anything and he won’t come out of the bedroom so idk. Kinda annoyed. Plus tomorrow I’ll be home all day cuz I’m home schooled soo fuck. And I’d rather him not want to do anything cuz I don’t want to have to go out of my way to go to lunch or dinner. That just takes way to much energy mentally. And mom and brother ALWAYS dump this shit on me. Like I’m always the one to be going ice fishing w him or camping or four wheeling or whatever tf it is when I don’t really want to cuz he’s always a negative ass. Then they get the house to themselves and get to relax and just get out if it. This sounds terrible and like I’m being a bitch but would you still feel the same after I tell you that just 4 months ago he flipped the damn kitchen table on me during an argument ? Jfc