Well this wasn’t my month . AF showed right on time . My boyfriend has been away for a little over a week (family member passed) he called me today asking if I got my period , told him I did . He sounded a little sad and said it’s okay , we will have a November or December baby ! Maybe even a January baby 💚 I cried today because we want it so bad and our bodies say other wise 😭 but I am wishing all of you who are not counted out for the month with the most baby dust 🧚🏻‍♀️ we will all have our BFP in 2019 . Along with that I have made a commitment to go to the gym at least 3 times a week and eat better than I am . Will do anything to have a perfect little blessing !