At first ive been hoping for a positive. Been dreaming for a positive. But Ive finally opened my eyes to the emotional abuse and disrespect ive been receiving from the person Ive been in love with for the past 3 years and 9 months. It hurts so much.. but he was my life. My 8 year old knows him as daddy because of the moment he came in our lives he was there for her because her dad wasnt. It hurts that I have to make this decision on leaving him when our lease is up and finding a one bedroom for my 2 daughters and I. Cutting him off completely from our lives even tho both our kids from our previous relationships are attached. I dont like his kids mother and I would make plans for the kids to see each other but in a way they are not related so its more like they are just friends who are being torn apart. No more being trapped.