Venting

Over a year ago, my car broke down. I don’t make much money, so paying it off was a hassle, but I still haven’t received. Some reason my mom and her boyfriend don’t want to tell me what my money is going towards or where my car is.

Anyways, I basically work for them, keeping the house clean, taking the kids (my 4 siblings) where they need or running errands, etc. But I also have little side jobs, tutoring, babysitting other kids, cleaning house etc. And I’m a full time student.

A year ago, little after my car breaking down, I had a cousin move in, they were charging him $150 for rent. But they told me if I decided to get a full time job it would be $400. And I will still be doing everything as I do.

As of the past couple of months, he hasn’t been paying rent or working, he doesn’t really do anything but sleep all day. They don’t want to quick him out but willing to throw me out on the street.

My boyfriend invited me into his home with his parents, but I just don’t feel right. I have too many problems myself (anxiety attacks, depression, eczema, asthma) and they don’t need it. And not only that I won’t be able to bring my dog with me. I’m just so stuck. I only have one year of college left. I’m just debating if I should wait then to do anything.