I don’t know if anyone else has this problem but I feel like I only see my EWCM while I am on my period. Is this normal?

AF is here but next month we will be using pressed and I have already started taking prenatal so I’m still being hopeful. I’ve already told him if this doesn’t work I’m giving up! He said “we are not we are in this together and I won’t let you give up you’ve waited longer than I have so it’s going to happen you’ll see” (since I had been wanting a baby since forever until he finally agreed it was time). He had a son who is now 10 at an early age so for him he thinks it’s a one time thing and it sucks b cause I know it’s not him it’s me! He’s told all his family we are trying and they’ve competed to us to hurry up and his son is excited saying he will be the best big brother ever. Gets me to tears!!! Not his fault of course my SO is just ready to be a father again but I ... I.

I’m just so sad and cry when I see AF. I want to yell and scream because I’ve wanted this. I’ve waited for the time he said okay let’s do this and now the time has come ... nothing! Why can’t I be like those women that just try and BOOM pregnant the first time. I haven’t even been trying a long time for me to be even feeling this way. I need help and guidance. Not to mention his low sex drive since he is 11 years older than I am. Not saying his age matters to me but his sex drive does. He have talked about it and after the conversations it gets better for a while then it goes back to being the same.

Any advise? Please no hate.