Do you find ttc consuming? I try to not think about it all of the time, life still needs to carry on, things need to be done. But I just can’t focus on anything. I’m glad that I’m excited and not fearful, especially after having 2 miscarriages, it’s something I thought I’d be always worried about. But at the same time, I’ve lost interest in so many things, It’s an obsession.

If I’m not on here, I’m watching YouTube, or googling things, or talking to my partner & friends about it, or browsing baby shops.

I don’t know where it’s come from, I haven’t felt this excited before, because there’s always been a hint of worry. So I feel like the past 2 years is hitting me all at once. I believe in law of attraction so I’m hoping this is my way of making room for the good that’s about to happen ✨

Any advice please? Do you limit your use on here? Or do you think about it all of the time too? How does everyone carry on? I have big deadlines coming up and I’m so disinterested. I’m not even bothered about graduating University even though I only have 4 months left, after 4 long years.