I'm straight, i'm attracted to men but recently I realized that I find some girls really beautiful and i start to have kinda of an obsession for them...like i want to see these girls more, to be friends with them, or just to be like them, as beautiful and interesting.

One of these girls I admire is a good friend of mine and I hope I'm not gonna start to love her... I don't feel any desire for her like I don't want to kiss her or anything...so what it could be?

They're now like role model but it's weird isn't it? I've never had female role model before, not even my mom.

What do you think it's due to?