Anyone else in “disbelief”?

D.

I found out last week I’m pregnant, app says would be 5w+5d, have to wait until 2/19 to see the doc and it’s driving me crazy I have to wait that long (I know, it’s typical) but what’s driving me more crazy is that I don’t have “typical” symptoms and it’s causing me some disbelief basically that this isn’t real.

I don’t feel nauseas nor am I vomiting, I don’t feel more bloated than I usually do, I don’t feel more tired than I usually do - these I’ve all seen highlighted as the typical.

I do feel my boobs are sore - but it comes and goes, I do feel like I have a case of “insomnia” because I can’t fall asleep for the life of me - but I’ve always had a rough time falling asleep thanks to a snoring husband and dog, I had the mild cramping most report but I feel like that’s fading, my appetite comes and goes but no more than it used to.

I even bought more HPT to “check” myself leading to the appointment because I’m just in disbelief without these “typical” feelings.

I know every pregnancy is different and every woman experiences things differently but, am I the only one with this feeling? Am I the only one that’s bought extra tests just to make sure? Please help me be logical lol