Listen we were fuck buddies but like it seemed like more! I mean I can be on my period he'd still fucked!! We spent a lot of time cuddling half of it leading to sex. But, I could never cum and for that I felt bad soooo I would go out my way to make sex great for him when I thought he wasnt feeling it anymore. We weren't in anything serious we talked about it once but then he slept with another girl. And it was then that I realize he doesn't care bout me. He saw this girl again and thought about fucking her again instead of me. My biggest thing was at the beginning he told me as long as I'm not fucking other guys when he's around or in town whatever then he has no issue. Well the first time he fucked this other girl I was standing right in front of him dancing on him at least 5 minutes before he left to fuck her. Second time when he thought about it he spent the whole night avoiding me and talking her up. And I know a lot of people would say I have no right to be mad but it really hurts me that he'd have done it again. It really hurt that when I told him it felt wrong for me to sleep with other people he still wanted to. It hurts that I can't be enough. And what really hurts is she's nothing like me she's completely different in body type and personality so i'm assuming that she's different in bed too. Makes me wonder if I'm even his type. I spent too much time on this one guy. I had never been able to do that. He's the closest I've came to having a relationship. And he fucks me over and exploits my weakness while doing so.